The growing-old-disgracefully format is a window into Herra's epic life, loves and losses. You guess her impossible abuse of family and friends, vicious black humour and outrageous sexuality are a self-defence against the horrors that C20 history has thrown at her. But you won't pity her: she is going to organise her death in exactly the same high-octane way as she lived. Her awkward attitude just makes you want to know why she is the way she is!