It is 1990 and paralysed Afrikaaner farmer Milla de Wet replays her married life from 1950 to 1980, as her 'hotnot slave' Agaat cares for her. This is a novel about power, political and personal, which also demonstrates the strength of self-delusion. It is not an easy read as Milla's memories slip unconnectedly between the years and between first and second person narratives, but it is well worth the effort as it is so thought provoking and the translation is excellent.